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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

CRYING

I WANT TO CRY...I WANT TO CRY....CRYING ALREADY...sob..sob..sob. I want to go home, my kids are asking for me, but I am stuck here, at work..sob..sob..

18 comments:

Lyana Mauseth said...

lorrrrrrr...sob...sob...ur heart surely bleeds now ida...xpe sabaq...

Naz said...

Kleenex?

Ida Hariati Hashim said...

lyana, as i am writing this..my work is still incomplete, i ingat dah boleh settle today, tapi benda lain yang crop up...bila masa i nak focus on my lessons ni?

Ida Hariati Hashim said...

Kak Naz, ni sedey dalaman ni..tak de kleenex bole kasi kering...i dah terbayang my kids kat umah..sob..sob..sob..

Anonymous said...

haha.. peace teacher.. you will be fine.. relax.. Xp.. Breathe in.. breathe out..

ray said...

Komen Pak Malim kucing ray yg alim.

Saya pasti anak2 Ida akan rasa gembira bila anda balik, kata Pak Malim yg tergolek.

angelic shumi said...

lolz.. be strong.. do some meditation.. and you'll be fine

Ida Hariati Hashim said...

Pak Malim kucing ray yang alim,

Anak seronok bila mummy balik, tapi hubby muka masam mencuka keluh Ida mau lari ke Melaka.

i.k said...

“A good teacher is like a candle: it consumes itself to light the way for others.”

thank you teacher.

Star Teacher

I always love your class;
Your teaching helps me see,
That to have a happy life,
Learning is the key.

You understand your students;
You’re sensitive and smart.
You’re a skillful teacher;
I knew it from the start.

I’m grateful for your wisdom
For the teacher that you are;
You’re a very good person,
And as a teacher, you’re a star!
(i dont know y i'm giving u this poem but thanks for being a good teacher ) :)

Ida Hariati Hashim said...

dear gurls,

I'll be fine..but at this moment, I just need to do lots of crying, they say it will make u feel better..

Ida Hariati Hashim said...

dear I.K,

Tears run down my cheeks as I read the lines of your poem, tq darling..

so sorry I could not teach u anything today, as u can see, i was running here and there trying to settle a lot of things. I felt so guilty when i saw u gurls walking aimlessly today. I was suppose to be in class, but I really had to settle my work..

I wish you all the best, i believe u will turn out to be someone successful..:)

mamasita said...

Hoi!Apa nangis2 ni? Rotan kang! Patut nya students yang nangis ni Cikgu! hahaha
Laa Naz..relax lah.Don't be sad k?

Salt N Turmeric said...

ala kesiannya. hopefully all that will end soon. *hugs*

Ida Hariati Hashim said...

Dear Datin Mama,

Ala sedey le lagi as u dah panggil i Naz...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...I will try to relax, tq

Ida Hariati Hashim said...

Farina,

Today i p keje mata bengkak. Ni trying my best to settle work ni..

Mimi said...

I know how u feel...
Last time when my son was depending solely on B/Milk (before dia 6 bulan la) I had the difficulty in staying back after office hour coz 1) my B dah bengkak coz da petang..x sempat nak express 2)He knew it was time for mommy to come back and provide him with his 'direct feeding'..menangis2 la member dgn maktok dia..i kt ofis ni pun dah menangis sbb tak bole balik kerja lagi plus sakit kat my B and sakit hati kt boss coz bagi kerja last minute..

Uncle Lee said...

Hello Ida Hariati, regret read of your distress.
Your children are fine and they too miss you as much as you miss them, but soon the whole gang will be in your comforting arms again..and
pulling trucks with sisters and brothers sitting along...
leaving stuff on the floor...and you hands on hips, to laugh or not to laugh...

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.
Let your tears come. Let them water your soul.

Heaven knows we need never be ashamed of our tears, for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlying our hard hearts.
The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears.

Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of a little water.
And to weep is to make less the depth of grief.

Stay easy Ida Hariati, you'll be joining the gang soon.
Meantime, keep a song in your heart Ida Hariati, and smile...as no smile is as beautiful as those that pass thru tears.

Best regards, Lee.

Ida Hariati Hashim said...

Dear Lee,

Work is driving me nuts..when the heart is at home but only the body is at work, everything seems numb.

Perhaps I am too proud a person, but if one was in my shoe, then she'll understand..

I am losing myself, I have become a zombie, and a machine. I have also lost touch with my loved one..oh God this is a torture to my femine soul..