Loneliness

The words of this song by Babyface cry out the loneliness that I used to feel. Sometimes, I do still feel lonely, for no apparent reason. Perhaps life has been so predictable that everything seems so numb.

Wish to have someone who could just listen and understand. I am not seeking for another, just someone to take heed. My womanly mind is stuffed with so many things. I am no man with the ability to compartmentalize my feelings. I am who I am, I can't hide my sadness or happiness.

Sigh..Sometimes, I do want to let it out of my system, but I just don't know how.

I am playing in my imaginary playground now..at least this will keep me sane, for a moment. My imaginary playmates are here with me, they are the inhabitants of my other self. I hope they will stick around being my mates, even though in reality, we have ceased to be friends. I hate it when things come to an abrupt ending.

What do I seek?
A solace to my mind.
In words I know
I find comfort.