Tomorrow

Tomorrow will be a new day.

Tomorrow, will this virtual happiness draw its curtains. I ought to end this. This suffocation must be put to a halt.

It is a plague to my sanity. It intoxicates my reasons and logic. Hence, a fool I have become.

Dear heart, I beg of you, please be still. Have patience, for you are loved. Why must venture into troubled waters? Heart, learn your lessons well. What are thee seeking for? Enough.

Dear reasons, you must take charge. Never let yourself stray away from sanity. Do not let this to hallucinate you. You must be strong.

Tomorrow will be a new day. It cannot stay for the heart and reasons have taken a sacred vow to commit. So adhere to it. Take pride in it. Then, I am at ease.

Sleep tight, love. Tomorrow promises a new horizon. The virtual rendezvous will have no show, just an empty stage. I am leaving, I must not look back. I must be strong.

Errata

Please forgive me, dear friends (especially Farina and Somuffin), for I had to delete my recent post, entitled "Fetus".

I appreciate your time reading it, but I had to remove it. Hubby was rather upset with my audacity discussing it in public.

I mean no harm, honestly, I feel sorry for the girl. I believe, being a juvenile, she is innocent. Hubby thinks I should just keep my views to myself, as this involves the people he knows.

I did not mean to humiliate her, for I did not mention any names. Perhaps, my graphic elaboration on her delivery process could cause unpleasant images to my readers. Please forgive me for that.

I do not appreciate people telling me what I ought and oughtn't do, but in this case, I am willing to tolerate. I'm doing this so that the space that I am enjoying right now would not be taken away from me. I will be more careful next time.

Forgive me for the inconvenience caused.

The Original Sin

Can it be sinful if it is done with good intentions? Lying becomes permissible to man who lies to his wife in order to save the marriage. Thus, can keeping a secret about one's infidelity be sinful as well? The end is to safeguard the family.

Loneliness plays tricks on a curious mind. Some become daredevils to actually go to the land of the infidels. One might only dare to have a virtual visit. I wonder if the damage is equal to those who are physically out there in that devilish meadow? Will it still be a sin if the other party is clueless of the deed? How can it be a sin if no one is hurt?

The tricks of the intellect. Sometimes the mind plays tricks on us. There will be days when you have 'other pleasures' on your mind to keep boredom at bay. You tend to float happily in the virtual world that you dare not stop. Still keeping secret, at least this will make you sane!

Reading back between the lines of the virtual happiness, wonder why it has to end. When that and this reality simply do not mix. Or perhaps one has muddled them all up, thus was in total confusion. I wonder what actually happened.....

What did ye seek in me?
A solace to thy mind
or a mate in passing by.

What joy have I brought to ye?
A joy of a true friend
or just a humour of a clown.

I have slipped through
an opening of your window.
You, willingly
let me linger.

But why
you suddenly
give an empty show?